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6月13日 Remembering some few years ago...It's time for an update.
I don't want to spend too much time to bore you with what's happening in my life and what makes me sit down in front of my laptop, an old buddy of my who is almost falling apart. As you see the title you might easily think of some long-tongued stories, couple of old friends' reunion, stuff that mentioned over and over again by a person who has nothing better to do...It all begins with a old photo i found in one of the "my picture" files, I looked at it and saw some of my old friends. then I realized that this photo was taken quite a while ago, yet we were still in Beijing.
I sat with salina and sean couple of days ago, the day before yesterday to be exact. we talked about things that changed in our lifes... and for the first time, i realized i'm not only a emotional person, but also a sensitive one...the night kept reminds me those days we had when we were younger, i miss poacher's again, a trendy hangout that i've vistied with countless people, on countless hungover morning, in countless circumstances. i remember after 3 am, the club has to turn on those spotlights to "wake up" us... and we were all like vampires who were so used to live in darkness, soon as light went on we "nightwalked" out of the club. i remember salina knows to bargain hard with taxi drivers, something i felt impressive even as a "beijing insider"...back than i was still a teenager and clumsy dumbass. what grabed my attention were either chicks or other chicks...perhaps that hasn't changed...oops...not only have salina, joe, sean, beryl, "goalie", san ge... become important friends of my life, but also have poachers, salitun, "guomao" and even "tuanr li"... their were some other things, other shard of memories, which i'm unable to list them all here... hopefully i will still remember them and share with you in the near future... having said that i'm very emotional and sensitive.
To be short, my life has changed almost completely compare with seven years ago... It would've been the other way around if i wasn't able to move away from "family" to a "to be discovered" place...To be honest, this was what i expected and what i wanted... the only thing that supprised me and i didn't see it coming was: along with these changes, mentally, physically, and emotionally, i started to laying down roots here in toronto, niagara falls, vancouver as i grow up... and the people i've met here, the difficulties that i've encountered in early few months, times of emotional disasters, family issues, and the sense of total independency at the age of 18 have had profoundly impact on me... more than i ever expected... i didn't want this to happen, coz i didn't want to belong to anywhere. i still want to live in Europe for a few years and go visiting Africa. i didn't want to settle down because i know once i did... my personality will never allow me to walk away without coming back every once in a while...i asked myself countless times, what about you guys, eunkyeong, michelle, yoonjun, eunhyung, rob, dan, jinny, ying... we kept saying the word "globalization", the world has become amazingly small... but how often do we see each other? i don't remember how many times i mentioned salina to friends, few days ago it was the first time we see each other in four years...
Friends, call me superstitious, but sometimes i think i can feel your presence, it's as if we are heading off in the same direction, sharing the same orbit. if we both stay on the path and don't stray, we will see each other again someday...no matter where you at now, toronto, vancouver, beijing, hongkong, shanghai, seoul, new york, boston, L.A, melbourne, london...i hope the day will be sometime very soon...
i love you all, i miss you all, may god bless you all!
Yours,
San
Niagara
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